Unlighted Thoughts

She kissed me back. I still remember my first ever kiss. Yeah she did resist a bit But i could not resist my emotion. She was shy, Left me for some weeks . Today i found her with somebody else. She was not there in her thoughts With him.... Was calling me again... To be her soulmate. But I did not even touched her. Her eyes silently kissed me back Holding back her shy. I saw her ache ... Wanted to hold her back. I did not even noticed When she left me there... I could not .....hold her...grab her waist.! She left me with a good bye kiss.... Forever.

Muloi saai ukhah ti louteu ,  mukht morom biringi uthisil. akuwali luwar vabonai khihoron tulisil. Janusa bukur majot kusi musi khumai muk koi pelaboloi baidhho kore. Premor mousindramot titi buri fura ejoni bauli othoso , okhoijjo hridoi priyakhiye soudikhor pora abodho korisil. Mur ukhah ti hoi khojibotar bul d goisil. Khemeka daawor rodabole jn essati puhor khei onuvob. Nilim uka sadorot jn niyor fool bosa,  unmaad joubona sawoniye mur spondon karhi nisil.... Moiu tu ahori bisora nasilu....oin kiba vabibole....

Onuvuti bur morhoi jabo khujisil. Hothate kio janu savabik hoisilu, nijoke uti vahi jabo disilu... Bohut kiba kibi a koi pelaisil. Kunudine kotha hua nasil tothapi. Kiba jn ek Nisha hoi uthisil , khei sawoni. Dinbur kromat suti hoi ahibo dhorisil....aru raati bur...nikhasor pranir boikhisto val koi a buji uthisilu. Raati bure ek bikhekh ortho bohon kore.rodor premik pokhiti a junor saat a preyokhik loi binaai. Raati ei tu chanchalatar nisha buror ujaan aane. Mon mogojur prithokota anguliabo kothin hoi pore.  kio janu osposto vabona burot junor puhor sitike ....ovimanor birina jn sesa kuolit jupupka lage. Khorolota khei sawonir ek obisinno ongo ....mur ovimaan a kio janu khei sawonir abeg subo pora nasil...ospoto hahi burot mur nirjonotar khohoje poton ghotisil. Akhoktto hoboloi baat sua nasilu. Patoni melisilu .... notun khopun...notun khihoron. Notun hbo sesta nokorau tu nohoi....hahi buror prai a nokol koribo sesta korisilu...ongi vongi bur moi kholoni korisilu.. kesa godh...

Once i dreamt about you tried to figure out your feelings. It all started with a gaze. I knew i will ruin everything. That's why i didn't say it to you. Moments that we shared together Were only about eye contacts. I felt your feelings though. Excitements. Possibilities. I dreamt about future.... Telling myself ," Hey. stuck with her.  She is the one for you." And it worked. At least for some time.